What you’ve done
is made me not listen to the advice that I was trying to force upon you. That you should not let your past interfere with your future. But all I’ve been doing is everytime I would meet a girl that is GOOD for me, and someone I’m happy with, I let my past with you make me think that she will essentially leave me and not want me, so I fuck up and fuck around.
Good guys don’t like bitches, I know this because I don’t at all. But when a good girl comes around, we’re made to believe that she’s too good to be true and last, so we call up the bitch every once in a while to make ourselves feel better.
Basically, from wanting nothing but a real relationship, I now cannot see myself with the same girl for more than a couple weeks.
amazing how much Nissan Zs look like Celicas
College dropout
my GPA finally fell below a 3.0
meaning I lose the little help that I was getting
meaning that there is exactly a 0% chance that I will be going back to school.
Time to re-evaluate my life.
Oh, and apparently there was a chargeback and I owe the school $500 for something. Idk what that something is yet though.
This just proves that being in Honors, taking 17 credits both semesters, working 65 hours a week, and paying for most of everything out of pocket translates to something less than success.
jeffsibalphotography:
11 years ago #throwbackthursday #instagram #ig #toyota #celica (Taken with instagram)
amazing how old this picture is yet it can pass as something just taken..
to people who think I shouldn’t drop out
- I can’t take out loans because none are available to me
- I will not be getting any financial aid
- I am learning nothing at school
- My 7 A’s have become C’s and even one D because I’ve missed exams and so much class because of work.
I am a business major. That is one of the only majors where a degree is not needed.
I’m just wasting time, money, life, and adding stress to my life with school. I’m not dumb, I know what I’m doing and I know my options. I still have myself signed up to 5 classes for Fall JUST in case. But I doubt it will happen
even when my life is complicated as fuck
even when I’m dropping out of school because I can’t afford it
even when I pull 5 double shifts in a row with no break in between some
even when shit goes from bad to worse
there’s always my car to cheer me up.
<3
I’ve laughed in that car. I’ve cried in that car. Knock on wood man, I’ll probably die in that car.
